touching on the important things

I think about this a lot, people won't understand what/ who I'm talking about but I feel it needs to be said...

To feel completely responsible for a persons life is a daunting feeling. Not a feeling of causing their life to be any particular way but just to be responsible for their being alive at all. It's not even that they asked you to care for them its just that they have no one else that's going to do it, or perhaps no one so far has had the capacity to try so hard
To feel its your unavoidable duty to be there as much as you physically can for someone is something I find hard to cope with
and yet, I find it somewhat endearing that thus far my efforts have paid off, not to suggest that my efforts were the sole cause of said persons survival but at least they're still living at all.
This person is my reason and my strength, their ability to carry on through such immense hardship is humbling for myself and all who hear their story. Without them I have no drive and no passion, no solace in which to place my heavy heart.
Recently it has come to my attention that things outside my jurisdiction have come into effect and threaten to take my baby from me. I am scared not only for them, but for myself, because without this person I worry my spirit will finally and completely break.
At this point, all I can do is cross my fingers and wait.
And honestly, the waiting game is a hard one to play.

advanced airbrushing

For Christmas my Dad got me a 2 day airbrushing course. It was on this weekend. For all you wallies who don't know what that is, its painting with a spray gun that is propelled by an air compressor.
We painted skulls, and lots of them, here are the ones I did in colour.
(Note: Colour quality is shit, they're actually much more vibrant in real life)





These are all done with 3 colours, none of which are black.

dodoodoodododododododododoooo
Peace x

Scrubs teaches life ♥

This is one of my favourite scenes in Scrubs ever.

One of the saddest too..

First Night of Festivals, Furious People and Security Scandals

Tonight was the first night of Sydney Festival Season, got to see the Cat Empire for free so that was rad. I was with a great group of people: Belly, Ellen, Kate, Calum and Nathan (Y). We did so many laps of Hyde Park it was insane, it was loud and crowded - just how I like it.

Highlights of the night included:
>Cat Empire of course - they were so good live, great all round performers
>Big Slurpees with Annabel
>Watching Nathan being unecessarily furious & eating a Mr Whippey icecream
>Photographing Calum in a womans leather jacket
>Fake fighting with Nathan and almost getting pulled apart by security
>Watching that girl with one shoe cry
>That crazy rambling dude on the train talking about Aboriginal radio stations, and how us "white c***ts" can't understand his native tongue
>Calum stacking it

Awesome night, want to do it again soon

Peace.

birthday necessities for a necessary friend

We clearly love our good friend Jess,






Happy 17th Lover